Short but meaningful

I was reading Chrystal's latest blog 'Just a short sweet and simple thought' and it reminded me of how my dad used to preach...now I know what you are thinking...just hang in there for a min. the point is coming....Anyway it reminded me of my dad's preaching short and sweet but meaningful and it left its mark on you. That's what God does....he gives us just enough to get through what we are dealing with at the moment because he knows that we can't handle anything else. I think he does it to keep us coming back to him...he knows that we try to handle it on our own and we dont use him until the last resort...like the woman with the issue of blood she tried everything she knew before she went to Jesus but he still helped her becausethat was her last hope and she knew it had to work. I think we need to humble ourselves down to that position sometimes but just think of the truble and worry she would have saved if she would have just went to Jesus first. But continueing on my thought before...... So when you wish you could know the future or when something will happen.. there God doesnt show us that i think its because he knows we can't handle that.

Ya I know i got kinda sidetrack that wasn't the way i planned this blog to go at all i guess someone needs to hear that....Have a great week :)

We are the soldier

Read John 19:32-36 we are the soldier soo many times in our life always turning to him after we have done sin and we dont realize that we nail jesus to the cross everytime. now I'm not trying to make anyone like feel bad cause i am the worlds worst for this ya i no its bad but i just wanted you all to no what i have learned this week oh and to never give up praying for someone or something its gods time not ours and if your haeart is in it he will answer on his own time! Have a great week:)

OH MY GOSH!!!!!

AHHHH 1 of the wost days of my life wednesday! I hate it and idk if i can handle much more but then i think about that verse that says that GOD wont put more on you than you can handle...idk how my life can shatter into a million pieces in one night but it did and I'm so scared bout it!
....sorry for the little outburst there but i just ad a spaz moment there...lol any way I'm gonna tell you wat has led up to that moment.....
ok well first the sun. b4 ester my dad comes to church and waltz's in like there ain't nothing in the world wrong...well everyone is hugging him an shaking his hand b4 service that morn. well then he walks in and pops right down on the front row where he used to sit when he was pastor....well the message that was preached that morn.(was by Jerry McClain he is import later in story) was right to my dad an he says amen like he is ok and every thing well everyone is happy and in the spirit and stuff well i could not feel the spirit or even get focused on GOD cause of him!.....well after church some one comes up to me and says i no how hard this is...well that was all i could take i melted down i started bawling my eyes out (i still cant even look at my dad without disgust for that incident) well then later that night was the pastor election and it was to vote in or out Jerry McClain well we had been having WONDERFUL services under him....well we get to voting an he doesn't get voted in well us kids are DEVASTATED bout that and i was sooo mad (i could have used other choice words but that wouldn't be very GOD like)! Well then i find out my friends aunt died and she is crying on my shoulder and making me wanna cry even more! Well then wed. comes (dun DA Dunn lol) well we have a business meeting instead of the usual well then one of my dearest and then most important to me resigns an leaves the church well i start crying but not that hard(yet) an then one thing leads to another an several other people leave an then other people say there are leaving soon an by that time I'm sobbing uncontrollably especially when i go to hug my friend well i take my other friend an we go out an i try to explain to her how much they mean to me......Well allot of people don't no how much that church an the people in it mean to me an I'm gonna attempt to tell you ......
you guys an the preaching (an GOD of coarse) are Wat get me through the day each day...i have so much heartache an turmoil that y'all don't realize but on wed. when i see you y'all give me encouragement an sooo much more thats why i took it so hard when the church split i mean you guys though you had it bad when you were a kid well try walking a mile in my shoes well have a good week bye