Well I'm wondering if things can go more wrong? What going on Morgan? Well I'll tell you....
Well for 1 (yes this is just teenage drama you might say but it's much more that it's my life) I have these 2 guys i like and well, 1 is a'lil older than me but he is sooo sweet but he doesn't like me back so thats a bummer:(. And the other 1 he is my age an he is sweet to but he is a big pervert! So thats a bummer :(. And I can't decide who is right for me. I wish I could just get over both of them!! And give up guys, and become a nun but then right as i start to get over them they do something sweet and it makes me like them all over again.
Ok another thing some of you may have noteiced that when this all first started happening that I was real bitter and stuff. Well I feel like I'm getting that way again only I can feel myself doing it and thats really scary. I feel like I'm slipping into a dark void of nothingness and i can't stop falling! I get so scarred 'bout that and I don't know why? But it's like the preacher said ''Hey, there's a doctor in the house!'' And I think he needs to give me some of that good old fashion stuff ;). Well any way thanks for being there with me and my mom through all of this. She (my mom) talks to me all the time 'bout how you guys Help her through SO much you may not know it but you do and you help me allot to so thanks!
Ok well just had to ramble on my soap box 4 a while :) better get off 4 I say something i don't need to ;)
Well for 1 (yes this is just teenage drama you might say but it's much more that it's my life) I have these 2 guys i like and well, 1 is a'lil older than me but he is sooo sweet but he doesn't like me back so thats a bummer:(. And the other 1 he is my age an he is sweet to but he is a big pervert! So thats a bummer :(. And I can't decide who is right for me. I wish I could just get over both of them!! And give up guys, and become a nun but then right as i start to get over them they do something sweet and it makes me like them all over again.
Ok another thing some of you may have noteiced that when this all first started happening that I was real bitter and stuff. Well I feel like I'm getting that way again only I can feel myself doing it and thats really scary. I feel like I'm slipping into a dark void of nothingness and i can't stop falling! I get so scarred 'bout that and I don't know why? But it's like the preacher said ''Hey, there's a doctor in the house!'' And I think he needs to give me some of that good old fashion stuff ;). Well any way thanks for being there with me and my mom through all of this. She (my mom) talks to me all the time 'bout how you guys Help her through SO much you may not know it but you do and you help me allot to so thanks!
Ok well just had to ramble on my soap box 4 a while :) better get off 4 I say something i don't need to ;)
Morgan, just hang in there... God has that one guy for you and trust me it is worth the wait. I only had one boyfriend before James. I didn't pray about it and it was a very destructive relationship. But when I finally surrendered to waiting on God to send me the one, he sent me James and trust me it is soooooooooo worth the wait! I have a quote for you, "A womans heart should be so hidden in God that a man has to seek him to find her."
ReplyDeleteI know your going through a lot, if you ever need to talk don't hesitate to call me. My number is in the church directory, if you cant find it just yell at me on myspace and Ill send it to ya.
Your such an amazing young lady! Hold on to what you know and dont settle for a substitute of any kind!! Love ya girlie!
I knew something was wrong with you last night. You can't fool us moms! I told Hunter that you were down and she texted you but your phone must have been off.
ReplyDeleteYou are like another daughter to me and if you need someone to talk to you know you can call me anytime. I love you and your mom and dad so much...and Lukas. You don't know how much your dad has helped me over the years and I don't understand why he is going throught what he is right now. But, I do know we serve a mighty powerful God and I feel your dad cannot run forever. We just have to keep praying that he will be miserable and God will be the only place he has to turn!
Keep your faith in God. You are such an inspiration to me!
Love ya!