All things

Hello my dear viewers. I know i haven't posted in a very long time but I felt very impressed to write this. I have no idea why I'm just following God.

It says in Ecclesiastes that there is a time for all things. Well I have found that to be very true over these past few days. so when you are down and sad for whatever reason. Just remember that there is a time for all things. So that does mean that you will get sad you will get lonely. It is all part of God's grand scheme of things I guess because he never promised that the cross would not be heavy and the hill would not be hard, he never offered a victory without trials but he said help would come. So just remember when your standing in the valley of descion and the adversary says give in Just hold my lord will show up. And he will take you through the fire again! ok sorry that was the whole chorus to a song that i just sorta just stared typing.

Ok there is another point that God gave me ......He is in all things not just your good life but your bad life and everybody else's life too. He doesn't just make descions for us in our lives but for all the rest of the Christians through out the world! Wow bet now you feel small..lol...but seriously allot of times I have caught myself just thinking of myself but its not just about my problems or your problems. I mean What is it to God what we go through? Nothing what so ever.. God isn't sitting in heaven ringing his hands saying oh no what am I going to do now.. NO he knows all and i will tell ya a story that happened to me a while ago

Well this Sunday we went to my uncles ordination service at his church.. they were charging him to be a deacon. So, I thought ok just another service ya ok. Well they ask my mamaw, papaw,and my mom to sing. Well they get to singing and my papaw almost starts preaching. My aunt and uncle are real quiet people especially my aunt they hardly say anything well they were both bawling while my papaw was preaching. Then they ask them to give their testimony's well they both bawled and as soon as they opened their mouth you could feel the Lord it was awesome. Then while this guy was reading the articles of faith (i don't know something they believe in i guess) he got to preaching and the whole church was crying. While he was preaching i remember thinking wow God is in this. And i don't know i guess it just never occurred to me that wow God is not just in my little world but every one's . Now i know that sounds really brattish i guess God just really humbled me through that experience. It is just awesome to know that He is in control .! And I have to commemorate Cindy for her love of the song ''I know who holds tomorrow''

well that's my thoughts on that. SO until next time bye love ya

Short but meaningful

I was reading Chrystal's latest blog 'Just a short sweet and simple thought' and it reminded me of how my dad used to preach...now I know what you are thinking...just hang in there for a min. the point is coming....Anyway it reminded me of my dad's preaching short and sweet but meaningful and it left its mark on you. That's what God does....he gives us just enough to get through what we are dealing with at the moment because he knows that we can't handle anything else. I think he does it to keep us coming back to him...he knows that we try to handle it on our own and we dont use him until the last resort...like the woman with the issue of blood she tried everything she knew before she went to Jesus but he still helped her becausethat was her last hope and she knew it had to work. I think we need to humble ourselves down to that position sometimes but just think of the truble and worry she would have saved if she would have just went to Jesus first. But continueing on my thought before...... So when you wish you could know the future or when something will happen.. there God doesnt show us that i think its because he knows we can't handle that.

Ya I know i got kinda sidetrack that wasn't the way i planned this blog to go at all i guess someone needs to hear that....Have a great week :)

We are the soldier

Read John 19:32-36 we are the soldier soo many times in our life always turning to him after we have done sin and we dont realize that we nail jesus to the cross everytime. now I'm not trying to make anyone like feel bad cause i am the worlds worst for this ya i no its bad but i just wanted you all to no what i have learned this week oh and to never give up praying for someone or something its gods time not ours and if your haeart is in it he will answer on his own time! Have a great week:)

OH MY GOSH!!!!!

AHHHH 1 of the wost days of my life wednesday! I hate it and idk if i can handle much more but then i think about that verse that says that GOD wont put more on you than you can handle...idk how my life can shatter into a million pieces in one night but it did and I'm so scared bout it!
....sorry for the little outburst there but i just ad a spaz moment there...lol any way I'm gonna tell you wat has led up to that moment.....
ok well first the sun. b4 ester my dad comes to church and waltz's in like there ain't nothing in the world wrong...well everyone is hugging him an shaking his hand b4 service that morn. well then he walks in and pops right down on the front row where he used to sit when he was pastor....well the message that was preached that morn.(was by Jerry McClain he is import later in story) was right to my dad an he says amen like he is ok and every thing well everyone is happy and in the spirit and stuff well i could not feel the spirit or even get focused on GOD cause of him!.....well after church some one comes up to me and says i no how hard this is...well that was all i could take i melted down i started bawling my eyes out (i still cant even look at my dad without disgust for that incident) well then later that night was the pastor election and it was to vote in or out Jerry McClain well we had been having WONDERFUL services under him....well we get to voting an he doesn't get voted in well us kids are DEVASTATED bout that and i was sooo mad (i could have used other choice words but that wouldn't be very GOD like)! Well then i find out my friends aunt died and she is crying on my shoulder and making me wanna cry even more! Well then wed. comes (dun DA Dunn lol) well we have a business meeting instead of the usual well then one of my dearest and then most important to me resigns an leaves the church well i start crying but not that hard(yet) an then one thing leads to another an several other people leave an then other people say there are leaving soon an by that time I'm sobbing uncontrollably especially when i go to hug my friend well i take my other friend an we go out an i try to explain to her how much they mean to me......Well allot of people don't no how much that church an the people in it mean to me an I'm gonna attempt to tell you ......
you guys an the preaching (an GOD of coarse) are Wat get me through the day each day...i have so much heartache an turmoil that y'all don't realize but on wed. when i see you y'all give me encouragement an sooo much more thats why i took it so hard when the church split i mean you guys though you had it bad when you were a kid well try walking a mile in my shoes well have a good week bye

The greatest mentor ever

I was ridding home from church and i was just thinking bout GOD and the service that night, people always say that GOD is your mentor and your teacher well that never really sunk in until Sunday night. I was thinking about how GOD had been there through EVERYTHING i have went through, he was even there at my birth making sure that i was just the right kind of imperfect. An then he was with me when i was sinning to make sure that i didn't get too far into it. He was there when i was praising him making sure that i was being humble. He was there through my valleys making sure i was learning my lesson well enough. He was there when i was climbing the mountains to make sure i was getting a good enough work out;) He was there when i felt like i couldn't go on and on my knees, then he carried me. Well the bottom line is, and i hope you get this through your head, HE IS THERE AND HE ALWAYS WILL BE THERE JUST AS LONG AS YOU TRUST HIM!!!

hang on

hey guys i know i haven't posted in a while but it's because God hasn't shown me anything that i should share with you. Besides the only reason i started this blog was to share what God showed me from the Bible so just hang on if your waiting. Remember its God's time not your's

The Burdon for the Lost

Ok this is really scary, I mean I'm saved and I no I am, but this is freaky! but be careful the devil will use this against you he already has against me so...

Well my english teacher, Mrs. Kersey was telling us a story and she always has great stories to tell, so all the kid's eyes were glued on her. Well some how we got off on the topic about funerals. And she said that she had always wondered what a lost preson looked like if they were dead. Because apperently she has never seen one (niether have I but still odd thing to wonder). Ok well our band teacher used to work with or on dead bodies, and prep them for thier funeral or something. I'm not really sure, but anyway she asked him if he ever got lost people and that he knew they were lost by thier face. And he said '' Oh yes, they don't look peaceful at all''. Well she also asked him about when they die. (his wife works in the hospital so she would know) And he said that his wife said that they would draw up thier legs and curl up into a ball and sometimes scream '' NO...NO it hot its hot!'' and stuff like that!

Well I don't know about you but that scarred the crap out of me! Tell that to some of your friends who you know are lost cause that would sure scare me into getting saved!

But thats not why I typed this. I typed this because of our burdon for the lost... I mean I know we are told to pray for them, but I dom't think that we always do and thats scary. I mean do you want your family going through that????!!! I sure wouldn;t. I mean imagine standing around watching your mother, father, cousin, or who ever die and screaming that? Knowing that you didn't do everything you could to make sure they didn't have to go through all that pain?? Now I'm no saying I'm perfect I slack on this allot to! But we all need to work on it so just rwemember that through out your week.

have a wonderful week:) love you all

What to do.....What to do?

Well I'm wondering if things can go more wrong? What going on Morgan? Well I'll tell you....
Well for 1 (yes this is just teenage drama you might say but it's much more that it's my life) I have these 2 guys i like and well, 1 is a'lil older than me but he is sooo sweet but he doesn't like me back so thats a bummer:(. And the other 1 he is my age an he is sweet to but he is a big pervert! So thats a bummer :(. And I can't decide who is right for me. I wish I could just get over both of them!! And give up guys, and become a nun but then right as i start to get over them they do something sweet and it makes me like them all over again.
Ok another thing some of you may have noteiced that when this all first started happening that I was real bitter and stuff. Well I feel like I'm getting that way again only I can feel myself doing it and thats really scary. I feel like I'm slipping into a dark void of nothingness and i can't stop falling! I get so scarred 'bout that and I don't know why? But it's like the preacher said ''Hey, there's a doctor in the house!'' And I think he needs to give me some of that good old fashion stuff ;). Well any way thanks for being there with me and my mom through all of this. She (my mom) talks to me all the time 'bout how you guys Help her through SO much you may not know it but you do and you help me allot to so thanks!
Ok well just had to ramble on my soap box 4 a while :) better get off 4 I say something i don't need to ;)

Me and my friend!!!!

Oh my gosh!! I have had an awesome saturday! And I have made sooo many memories thats it's unreal! And here is the story....
Ok first my friend (jennifer) was coming over for a sleep-over and we were going to spend the the night in my mamaw's apartment and we were goin to cook down there and everything. Well she got here and we spent some time down at our house the we went up to my ma maw's to jump on the trampoline (and that went ok). Well we went for a walk in the woods and we went to my uncle Jerry's pond. Well we played 'round there for a 'lil bit . Then we here a truck and we stop for a min. and listen, well then we see it....and we realize it's my uncle Jerry(not my real uncle and we haven't seen him in a while so) well we run back to the house. Well that's one :)
(A couple hours later) Well we start to cook. (homemade pizza):) Well it started out ok then i got to the doe:). Well i read the directions and they said to put the doe in a warm place.(have the doe in a plastic bowl:)) So I turn the stove eye on (don't no where my mind is at) And I put the bowl on the eye. (in the mean time Jennifer is cooking brownies) Well I leave that sitting. So now i read ahead an it says to greece the pan well my mamaw doesn't have any PAM spray so i get the veggie oil an rub it on my hands and rub it on the pan. Well I here something sizzling and I think ''oh crap! i forgot the doe!'' So I go over an lift the bowl up and all the doe spills out everywhere!! LOL Jennifer comes over and says ''What the crap???" And I say, ''OMG I'm such a dummy!'' WEll we manage to clean that mess up. (managed to save the pizza doe) So we put the pizza in the oven, and while that is cooking, we decide to do each other's nails. (ok we get that done) Well when we go to check on the pizza we realize that our pan is to small and our pizza is over flowing!! So we decide to go get some aluminum foil and stick under it so we don't have to clean up another mess. (that works) so we wait and get it out and eat it. (It was good and so were the brownies) That's 2:)
Well then, we get Jen's make-up out!:) so we mess up each other's make-up and everything.LOL so then we decide to fix each other's hair wild and crazy:) so we go do that. That's 3:)
Well we eventually go to bed. Well when we wake up in the morn. we go outside to jump on the trampoline(it's like 7 a.m.). Well when we get out there we discover that it is wet from dew (and very cold!!!!!).So we get on there and start jumping and it's sooo cold that our feet go num!!! W run back in the house and warm our feet up.that's 4 :)
So then we go into the woods to check out the forts(Jen wanted to finish building one) So we go and we get a wal and a half built (by this time it's 12:00) So we jump on the trampoline a'lil bit and we end up making my little brother mad and he goes home. Well we start feelin guilty an we go get him. Well to get to my house you have to cross a small ceek. Well we were bare-foot so we just step in it. It felt good so we just stay in it. Well Jen picks up a big pile of moss!:) I looked at her like you wouldn't dare. Well i guess she dared cause she threw it and hit my legs! Well naturally(me bein me) I throw one back! Well luke see's this and comes down there and we end up having this HUGE mud an moss fight! Well we get sprayed off with the water hose then go shower off. Thats 5:))
Sooo wat did you think 'bout my weekend and it isn't even over :) I still have Sun.


Well thats just somthing for the road:) hope it made you laugh, and made some of you stiff adults realize that it's okay to cut loose every onc in a while:)) have a wonderful week::))

OUR STORM

I was reading my bible the other night and I turned my bible to Matthew 8:23-27. And here is what GOD showed me.

If you read it you will get this so go read it! (right now please :) ) But anyway, you can look at it like your problem. GOD can quiet your storm(problem) and make it be peace. I have a big problem with beliveing that he will, but he does anyway and that just amazes me!

But you can allso look at it as the end of time, there will be one last big storm then GOD will finally awake and he will bring us a peace unlike any other!! (this gives me chills)

Another thing that stuck out to me was ''Oh ye of little faith''. We are of little faith!!! But look what happens after that he calms the storm!! I think that GOD lets us get scarred sometimes just to see how much faith we have in him. But he also wants us to depen on him. And then and only then will he calm our storm.

And that was just a little something for the road:) have a wonderful week!!!

The Body

Hey, I have been closer to GOD than ever this past week! And i have been studying my bible allot and GOD showed me somethings that I would like to share.

Well I usually just open my bible an let GOD direct the pages. Well this time it fell open to 1st Corinthians 12:12-23 and it talks about the body. Well I never really understood what the body was well I found out. GOD showed me that the body is kinda of like a factory. Each person is essential to make or in this case save a person or product. And in a factory each person has a designated job to do. And there is one boss (GOD). Well doesn't the boss no best and sees the big picture. I have found that allot of times we don't or can't see the big picture. Thats why he is the boss not us and HE knows best! I know it's hard sometimes but I like to think about that song...well i can't remember the name but i can tell you some words to it.''Cheer up my brother. Live in the sunshine, because we'll understand it all by and by.''

Another thought i had was that allot of times we look down on people because they have been through allot, and they have allot of bad history, or they come from a ruff family. And lets go back to the factory for a min. Who does the best at what they are doin? The ones who have been there and expiereanced the most, right? Well JESUS has nail scared hands and he does the most doesn't he? Well thats just something for the road:) Bye

my start

Hey guys I wuz inspired by Crystal's blog(sry if i spelled your name wrong!)to start my own. Things have been kinda ruff lately and I am experiencing new things that I think need to be shared.
So this is my ''Diamond in the Ruff''. GOD sees us as we are ''Diamonds in the Ruff'' and does not judge us until all the dirt is cleaned off.